my life with depression.com

oh my gosh it’s hot. my mom and i went to lunch and she asked for me to lower the air conditioner. it’s like 80 degrees out and we just got into a car with dark leather seats that was sitting outside in the sun!

so yesterday, i called my friend … we’ll call her LANNERS … to see if she was busy or had plans. i was just going to get into the LA area around 6pm. we decided to hook up.

i met her at her building and i was able to clean up and change for dinner. there was a kookooroo downstairs that i noticed and that happened to be another one of my favorite restaurants. well, i got out voted so we ended up eating at morton’s. it was fun. she knew the bartenders so it was even more fun with entertainment. RC made me an MM. it’s stands for M Martini! get it? i’m M?? or my last name also starts with an M so … MM Martini ? … i guess you had to be there.

we chatted a little about LANNERS’ current position in the law firm in which she works. she has one of the best views being on the top floor of the building. her views go all the way into the hills of the san fernando valley. but she’s too swamped with work to enjoy it as much as i know she could.

i miss hanging out with my drunk friend! just kidding. i just miss hanging out with her. it’s interesting to see that she has more confidence in me than i do. perhaps it’s because she’s just made of confidence. our bar neighbor companion who was about to celebrate his 40th Bday called me out as someone who always had to be right. always had to have the last word. manipulative. and confident? i look at LANNERS and she agreed! what happened to having my back? so of course i had to set the guy straight which he said just proved his point even more. i guess somewhere deep down inside … i kinda knew that he was right. i’m trying to balance that out though. manipulative? i don’t know if that’s the word that i would use. how about just having a good salesmanship ability. yeah that’s it. i called him out too though. i told him where in corporate america he would end up. i said he was late 30’s early 40’s - he was just celebrating 40. tall, handsome and not married. called him at upper middle management. and told him to call me in 10 years when he’s a VP. he’s only been a director for a year. he’s just a newbee. he puts his career before his life and that’s why he’s not married. perhaps even divorced. i don’t remember the rest because i had two martinis. it’s 4:30 and i need to head over to sunset and have yummy sushi at katana. OH! it looks like it’s part of sushi roku - one of my faves.