struggling to get out of bed
Saturday, April 7th, 2007
arggggg! i can’t will myself out of bed. i woke up early, but i just can’t get up. i’m feeling hungry and i’ve not fed myself. tomorrow is easter - a time for family and mine is in southern cal. i sent a follow up letter to the divorce lawyer yesterday to see if she was any closer to having my divorce agreement filed with the courts.
no answer. she must be taking a long weekend for easter…. although she’s jewish. hmmm go figure.
ok… i’m gonna at least make coffee in … 5…..4…..3……2…….1…… nooooooo… it’s just tooo nice and warm under the covers ….. i guess i can turn o the fireplace …. i thought about taking a shower this morning, but i couldn’t roll out of bed. i know that would wake me up and i would feel good… but i really just want to stay in bed.
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okay. i’ve just spent the last 10 minutes with my eyes closed.
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i’ve just verbally told myself to get up so at least i’m sitting up - but still in bed. maybe i’ll just thrown on my robe and the warm socks that stevie-wonder-bread gave me, make some coffee and read the news. too bad it’s chilly outside. the weather turned.
maybe i’ll watch a movie. but i have no movie buddies. i can ask kevie, but we went to the movies already last weekend and i don’t want to take advantage. maybe i’ll go solo. then buy some green plants and plant them in a planter.
huhmmm i wanted to do that earlier this week.
oooooooooookaaaaaaay. go downstairs. NOW.
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struggling to get out of bed
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