no more
Monday, January 8th, 2007
so you won’t complain about not knowing why i’ve
stopped talking with you like you did with your
sister, here is the reason and it’s been long coming.
i’ve been trumped by everything and everyone in this
so called friendship. time and time again, i am hurt.
i should’ve listened to stbx three years ago when he
said to just forget you because you really are not the
type of friend that i need and only the type who will
hurt me.
you see, i need a friend. i don’t need a therapist. i
don’t need bbbbbb’s friend. i need my friend. you seem
to be everywhere else and trying to be everything else
and i no longer want that in my life.
but i’m probably weeping not because i am choosing to
not have you in my life any longer but for a
friendship that i’ve always wanted with you, thought i
had, but in reality one that i’ve never had.
i’m so glad you relished in my pain last night. it
must make you feel good that another person other than
your husband is in pain.
by the way. big fuck’n deal if bbbbb broke up with her
x year boyfriend. YOUR ’supposed’ FRIEND HERE IS GOING
THROUGH A DEPRESSION. SHE TAKING PILLS. SHE’S
CONTEMPLATED AS TO WHETHER LIFE IS BETTER IF IT’S NOT
ACTUALLY BEING LIVED. SHE’S BEEN LAID OFF. SHE’S NOT
TALKING WITH HER BROTHER NOR IS SHE TALKING WITH HER
SISTER. SHE JUST MOVED FROM HER OWN HOME. SHE DOESN’T
HAVE ANYTHING STABLE IN HER LIFE. SHE DOESN’T EVEN
HAVE A JOB. SHE IS SEPARATED FROM HER HUSBAND WITH
WHOME SHE’S LOVED FOR 10 YEARS. SHE’S JUST REALIZED
THAT THE RELATIONSHIP THAT SHE TRIED SO HARD IN WHERE
HER HUSBAND LEFT HER LONELY … UNAPPRECIATED …
UNSUPPORTED … GAVE HER LITTLE INTIMACY … ETC.
TURNS OUT THAT IT FUCKED HER UP EVEN MORE WHERE IT
EVENTUALLY BROKE HER HEART. but who cares cause it was
bbbbb who acted like a total fuckin’ bitch for
ditching you all those years ago showing you what she
really thought about your friendship. she ditched you
after one act. i’m ditching you after multiple events.
well, it seems that’s the only way you end up
appreciating or taking care of people close to you …
i’m not doing this to get the prize that bbbb got for
her little tantrum. i don’t want it and i don’t need
it. i just want to out of my life.
do i sound like i’m hurting??? yeah, you better fuck’n
believe it and you will no longer contribute to it.
to follow this disagreement on how to support me on this time of need:
1. no more
2. done
3. emergency therapist session
4. relationship with friends who are family
FOR MORE select the following:
new years 2007
a wish for peace in the new year
filipino in the hiz e house
how women pick mates vs flings
the center of the family. the nucleus
under a rock
no more
done
emergency session
i hate crying
thank god for moms
relationship with friends who are family
some motivation finally
the my future
comedy relief
freaky weather
bills ‘n bills ‘n bills
motivation
decisions
