my life with depression.com

OH MY GOSH!!! internet access!!! i’ve finally moved to the loft, but prior to moving there, i had comcast come out to install my cable and internet line.

well, i guess there must be something wrong with my cable line since i’m the only one in the complex not getting any service. what does that mean? i’m out of touch with the world.

it’s just as well anyway. i’ve been building chairs and unpacking and a little decorating here and there ….

i love the loft and i love living on my own. the solitude is great. i’ve been getting my socialization still - in the outside world, so i’m okay.

i did my first consulting yesterday. gosh it felt good to see the light in her eyes when she understood! i never really realized how seasoned i am until i spoke with this girl. she’s 23 and has very little knowledge as how to package herself and how to interview …. was i like that when i was young? probably, but i’d like to think that i was more anticipatory than her.

so that business is on it’s way. my first seminar will be in november.

funny thing is that i got a call from an old friend who suggested that i interview for a regional manager position with his small biologics company. that was a total surprise and a total compliment. very cool.

i’m kinda torn. but it’s not sales … it’s sales management - training - coaching people — something that i love. and i guess it’s not pharma and why should i leave a stone unturned. i don’t know though … i don’t have the management experience, but i have lead without authority - with is something more difficult. je ne sais pas. i’ll just go for it and if i don’t get it, then i’m still on my way with plan A. if i do get it, i’ll just have to re-evaluate my plan A.

one more week until i’m in paris for my french immersion class!!! can’t wait to sit at that starbucks again and say hello to my barista friend and the rest of my parisian friends.

i hope i get internet soon. i’m at redwood shores right now picking up little things here and there..

Damn! gotta go! bye bye internet access … bye bye … (sad face with one tear)